******* (9:04:37 PM): i told him he should take me skating sometime.
he shut down.
i told him i like him when he's not so distant.
he couldn't handle the sentiment.


******(9:13:01 PM): you really think he could take me saying "i want in?" as in "i don't care what a jerk you are concerned with being to me most of the time; i don't care how inconsistent you are towards me; i don't care how irrevocably stubborn and impossible and ridiculous you are; when you're not around, i wish you were; lunch is my favorite time of day because it's the only time i see you; i wish passing periods were longer so you could stand outside the door of my anatomy class and talk to me forever about trivial things?" you think he could handle "i want in" as in "i could become the biggest hockey fan ever if it meant having something else in common with you; i wish you would ask me to watch all of your favorite old mel brooks movies with you; i would lose arguments a million times over if it meant being able to argue with you?"






SHOULD SHE SAY THIS TO HIM?